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05:54 pm
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about me
the name is katelyn ♥
i'm officially 21 as of today.
i'm a senior in college but i'll be a senior for 2 years.
i'm a psychology major biology minor.
going to graduate school for occupational therapy.
sometimes i feel like im going to be in school for ever.
i've been single for a year & a half.
i know what i want in a guy so i'm picky & thats ok with me.
i work as a CNA.
i used to work with the elderly & i miss it
but i don't miss that place of employment.
i now work in a hospital on an orthopedic floor.
Tags: about me
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05:03 pm
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friends cut.
so im having a hard time keeping up with my life let alone my friends page.
these people either don't comment or i just dont have an interest.
please remove me.
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09:50 pm
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gossip girl
guess who is watching the first season of gossip girl right now? that would be me! i checked the target ad online and saw it was on sale for $17. Totally left right away to go buy it =] I'm so in love with it. & Gavin said he'll watch it with me when we hang out =]
this are going better. i start my 12-day stretch of work tomorrow. thursday is only 5 hours but friday is 7am-1130pm. im crazy but I need the money. especially after being off for 3 days when sick.
gavin comes back thursday. but i won't see him til the following tuesday =[. i have such a middle school crush on him. marc and i have been talking alot still & he laughs at me for not wanting to officially be with gavin. i'm not ready for a "boyfriend". i want to get to know him better yet. I still haven't figured him out.
he called me a few times today. i talked to johnathon[his son & idk if thats spelled right]. he's too cute. too bad gavin made him ask me when he was gonna meet me. wtf i barely have hung out with gavin & hes telling his son to ask me that? lol. granted I prolly wouldve met him already if he lived here.
i guess im just protecting myself here. i don't know what to expect or anything. i mean ive always dated older guys just not this much older. i guess we'll figure it out as things progress. i don't want to sleep with him yet until i figure everything out.
oh & i so totally have no shaved my legs since me & him met...two fridays ago! lol i showed my coworker & she wants me to not shave until she gets back to town on the 3rd. =] thats gonna be 3 weeks ill have to take pics cuz they are bad now. but its a dare and i gotta do it.
Tags: boyfriend, gavin
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01:40 pm
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layout
anyone want to do the coding for a new layout for me?
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06:16 pm
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date
im off to go on a date.
im sooooooo nervous :[
like ive peed 10x in an hour.
&& am shaking.
geez ill update when i get home!
Tags: dates
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12:16 pm
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Friends cut.
im cleaning out my communities and friends list.
i have a bunch of useless unused journals/unactive people
shecriesliar
011286
dizcobloodbath
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imnosupergirl07
janellespice
jennyp1131
nanana_nikkix3
peytonsmommy
xsunkiss
those who are cut please remove me from your list as well.
those who are left can you please reccomend someone who is active?
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12:20 am
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IM BACK!
omg did everyone think I died? well guess what. im coming back.
expect the biggest update of your lives next week.
i decided that since school is ending for the summer & i need to occupy myself while the boyfriend is gone...im coming back. i need the support ya know.
everyones prolly thinking...the boyfriend...yeah THE BOYFRIEND WHOM IS AN AMERICAN SOLDIER.
i may be just making a new username but i do not know.
so expect a huge update soon. maybe as early as thursday depending how sick I get of studying for my math final on saturday. otherwise not until next week monday/tuesday.
btw.
http://www.myspace.com/xkatelynxnoel
i check that religiously.
PS crystal got me to come back thank her!
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03:07 pm
[Link] | maybe this is me being selfish.
or maybe this is me just feeling sorry for myself.
i just want to cry right now.
im fighting with steve on our one month.
because he said something monday night about not knowing which is better, getting head or having sex with me.
im sorry but i feel that my boyfriend should much rather have sex with me.
now i regret having sex with him in the first place.
& regret giving him head.
he's changed so much & i hate it. i used to like it but lately for the past few days all he wants to do is fool around.
& if you wouldve asked me a while back i wouldve been so happy.
but im getting too into this relationship & my feelings are getting too strong.
so this all bugs me.
this all started this morning when i was on myspace & realized his ex-girlfriend that he supposedly hates is still on his myspace. they have been over for almost 2 years but he calls her the devil & all this other stuff. why the fuck is she still on there then. shes gorgeous. petite & skinny. now a stripper i guess. yeah and get this...her name is kaitlyn. coincidence that we have the same name?
i hate myself right now.
for getting upset about this.
for being a bitch to steve.
for hating myself so much that im starting to want to die all over again like years ago.
i hate my three friends taht i have because they are all skinny and have boobs.
to be honest i can't even call those girls my friends.
what do i do with my time?
i am either working, with steve or sitting at home.
i dont go out because no one offers or they dont return my calls.
the only time i see lyndsey is at work. thats the only time we kinda talk too.
im tempted to tell steve to not even come up north with me now.
im tempted to tell him we are not ahving sex anymore or even fooling around for that matter.
im tempted to tell him that he needs to get over his ex because obviously they are over & he needs to delte her from his friends list.
but then i sound like a jealous psycho girlfriend & tahts what i dont want.
i just needed to get this out.
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06:39 pm
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Colorbars
( Colorbars are love )
Tags: colorbars
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09:32 pm
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Prom 2006.
Ok if you NEVER comment in my journal please at least comment here. I need help.
Yesterday I bought my prom dress. with Steve(the new boyfriend). $147 later i hand it! lol.
( this but in pink! )
Makeup. Well my co-worker is in school for ethistology(sp?) && im gonna ask her if she could do my makeup. I want fake eyelashes if she is doing it! Cuz i did a modeling//photoshoot for her portfolio & i loved the fake eyelashes.
Now. I am looking at hair styles && i need your help!
depending on the one i choose im gonna see if my mom can do it. we will do a runthrough of it.
( give me your top 2. )
X posted to my communities.
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04:26 pm
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Friends Only.
Current Mood: happy
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